February 27, 2010

too senseless to go insane

hear this sound.

the agony of the elephant

the nightmare of the midget

while caged parrots sit and flourish of color

while pieces of people fall over the edge like pebbles like rocks

even the trees we walked under seemed less then trees and more like everything else

the junkies junk as the alkies drink as the whores whore and the killers kill

the weather stays mostly the same.

defending the truth?

no, the truth in any case, needs no defense.

complaining is basically the egos favorite strategy for strengthening itself. when you don't have much to identify with, you easily survive on complaining alone. about other people, negative labels, egos need to be right. its habitual, and its unconscious, and you don't know what you are doing much. resenting other people with there lack of integrity, what there doing, did in the past, what they say, or things they’ve failed to do, what they shouldn’t have done. egos loveees it. the faults perceived in another sometimes aren't even there. more of a projection by a mind conditioned to see enemies, flaws, negative points. and feel superior. the ’me’ going to make the most out of it, a me that enjoys making someone wrong. being right is a identification with a mental position. a perspective, opinion, judgment, story. for you to be right, you need someone else to be wrong. you find yourself saying, believe me i know. the ego crept in. the I feels offended because somebody doesn't believe what I said. every ego confuses viewpoints with facts. only through opened awareness can you see the person or situation, instead of adopting one limited perspective.

A vent not aimed at anyone in particular.

February 21, 2010

Award for best item photos ! :)) vote and possibly get a free locket

Just was notified about this award for 5 best etsy product photos, and could not NOT believe i was in that 5. Its so flattering, as i tend to really think my photos arent great. and work like a nut taking them.

So heres the click banner they give you to use, hope it works, and anyone out there who has a second of time, i would be so thankful to you if you voted for me. The prize is amazing, id love to win it, though as of now my rank is def not on top and unlikely to catch up and possibly undeserving to the amazing other contestants, but id be overjoyed to win.

NOW im not bribing you hehe but if I win, everyone who votes for me, ill send you a free vintage golden 24 inch oval locket. Don't know if that breaks there rules, hope not. But I seriously will send what ever amount of people who vote for me, and leave a comment saying so. :D

k dont think that worked but heres the link or site:


Random thoughts, pretty girls, mean girls, and the inner couch muffin i am.

kate winslet looks like a cherub. a really sexy cherub.

Hitler wanted to be an artist or architect? He actually produced some really good paintings. Well to me, I cant paint to save my life. and now bodies are being shoveled and im about to cry and get major emotional why am i watching this in the background but Wendy Williams was on the other day i must have been watching the news or family guy or somethin, and i really liked her. she gave me a happy vibe and Hitler and Wendy Williams in the same paragraph is the embodiment of how my mind thinks. sadly

think this is my least favorite season of project runway. can they show updates ever on the older winning designers... cause is it just me or do they disappear from the face of earth? Anthony is annoying but when he talks to tim he cracks me up. i never thought id start to dislike the gun.

these progressive commercials just neeed to stop. now. what song is freecreditreport.com going to put into my head non stop this week? and why does that guy bop his head and look at me like he wants to rape my kitties?

im not negative and i hate people who rant and bash celebrities anonymously. if i was famous id have a really really not good time. its out of control. the blogs, the tmz's, the blah blah blah. marylin monroe im sure had her fair share of cocaine but happily there weren't paparazzi parades who caught it and i get to remember her lovely. oh but so sad the poor thing. im serious, there's nothing worse then having everything in the world and still feeling so sad. well, all that money could buy,

i really loathe a seller on etsy.... if you guess who it is ill send you a free necklace :)))) muhahahaha

they still play old dougs and rugrats before dill ruined it for me, on some weird channel. think we all still have alittle ridiculously nice guy doug funny in us

my fiance got me a chihuahua for valentines day. i never knew i could be so gogly eyed and obsessed with something. besides my fiance. he doesn't act like any yappy chihuahua Ive ever been around. hes so good. and sooo small. 4 months old, about the size of a soup can right now. ive been waiting for a boy animal i can name Bogart. my favorite word, but he just wasn't a Bogart. so we went with fivel. someone else has to remember fivel goes west? ohhhh aw and the secret of nimb! That big black rat really freaked me out when i was a little. ahh and now im thinking of the brave little toaster and fairytale theater oh i loved so so much. my fiance hayden got me brave lil toaster, and jeez the blanket is such a little bitch. I used to think he was the cutest thing. maybe i was a lil whiny bitch to

you know those people you can just never imagine having sex? Morgan freeman? who else... Danny Glover? dont know why there both happened to be middle aged black actors hehehe. i have a corrupt crush on Ricky gervais and hope hope we get to go see him at his California stand up. I also got a weird thing for don cheedle, willem dafoe and crispin glover. the rivers edge crispin.

fivel is sleeping and he looks like a baby fawn in the meadows, like bambi. Disney is kinda fucked. kill bambis mom, kill moustafa, drown the genie, and the end of the fox and the hound make me bawl like a baby

i need to go back to school. i really want a degree in zoology. who are these lucky fuckers who get to raise baby lions and wolfs and clouded leopards.... i need to be one. i kinda want to start a cattery and breed Abyssinian kittens. there so so beautiful and amazing. I need 2,000 bucks to get a 'stud' and 'queen' or whatever they call it. but i also racked up 700 in my posh chihuahua website shopping cart. who really spends 20 dollars on a organic toy? me. Im pretty tempted to buy him these little moccasin booties and this little xxxxs hoodie. but my fiance will kill me. oh and this bowwow butter balm and fur butter and papoose carrier and hehehe even the stroller. i know if i had a girl chihuahua, i would be one of those people. i would buy her dresses and bows and pink 500buck beds and now im seeing they have nail polish, ahh holee shit i think i never got over playing with my babydolls

this 4.00 lipbalm called berry by tessamarch on etsy, is obsession. i need to buy 50 of em, they work so good, smell so good... and the girl is 16 and sooo cute and sweet. im a fan

sucker for american idol yesss i am, andrew garcia or the guy who sang the paula abdoul straight up, i need that on cd now. he must win. allison shoulda won last year. shes amazing. and when adam did crying, i think i cried. i love him. kris i loved to. poor kris... is the ford commercial all hes got now?

i sound pretty uneducated. but random thoughts and Wendy Williams and american idol will do this.

k enough silly rambling.

who really will even read this. i feel like Miranda July. i could do anything say anything..... i know nobody is reading..... i hate a flower on etsy and the bitch needs to get her own idenity

lalalaaaaaaaaaaaa im prettttttyyy hungover looooooooooong night and adderoll right now mixed with the tired haze, i feel like on acid. maybe i should start working so customers don't hate me. they can get really pissy. im not nordstroms.com jeez im one lil person!! i love love when i get nice customers.

this girl wrote me the nicest thing ive ever read, i cried and even printed it out to read to hayden, cause i think he doesnt tell me that he likes what i make- enough. i cant find the convo now and feel like a real shit. i wanted to reply and thank her so much and send her a goodie bag. she loved the old declair ballroom necklace... maybe just maybe she will find this and incase, i love you random girl. i seriously love you. i love loving strangers

i cant see my studio room floor. and yet i still buy supplies non stop and amillion idea trays and so many things i just cant get organized and photographed. i need a life organizer. or hire someone to keep me on track of life. any takers?

February 5, 2010

Wonderland #1268

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Etsy Valentine Part 3.

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Etsy Valentine Part 2.

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Etsy Valentines Part 1.

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Little etsy rustic romance.

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